I´m Back!!!

Golly....it´s been a long time. I am shocked to see when I last posted :( and also know that that was the lowest I ever got- I am about 2 kilos heavier now. I never made it under 100.

However, I am starting again tomorrow with renewed focus. It´s time for a reboot- new attitude, new food and walking as exercise. I need to stop letting the frustrations in my life translate to food intake. I am tired of giving so much to other people and comforting myself only with food and lying in my bed playing on facebook. Nothing is being accomplished in my life and it´s not only food I am talking about.

I can be so much more. I went to a party Saturday night, couldn´t find anything to wear, ending up hiding under a big cardigan and feeling ashamed and disgusted with myself.

11 Jan tomorrow and I will be posting my weight everyday from now on. I have no current photo either as I have been hiding from the cameras since my birthday.

So, let´s go Monday. I want 31 January to roll around with 5 kilos gone!!! and be below 100 for the last time ever.

R xx